Some days are a haunting reminder of the past. As you have made progress on the road to your life there are dark moments or traits that resurface to remind you that you aren’t quite finished yet. I imagine that when life comes to a close, barring tragic death, that you might end life having worked through some of your personal madness and refined the attitude to become your best personal self. Then again this could just be the idea of my ideal, which again leads me in a circle back to the reoccurring dark moments. Funny and true!